these are trying times...beer pa dai!!

i have been sick and depressed these days. i almost felt like quitting and heading back home. i have had problems. dozens of em. from the apartment to money to gig venue and to, i'm so ashamed to say, love. PLUS physical pain! uh-huh! i am out of my voice and i have had fever since yesterday. i dont feel ok. i dont feel good. but i must fight. hahah payter kunohay ko! beer pa dai!!